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Uishh, lame gile tinggal blog, dah berhabuk tak nampak dashboard hehe :D kesian kat kamuu kan ayangg hehe, sorry deh ;)

Dear blog, Im stressed, Im scared. What should I do ? Yes, Im getting nervous. My boyfriend dah nak dtg in a few days, not weeks. Dear, mcm mane nk buat ? Chemy and Bio tak boleh nk score lagi, mcm mane nihhh ? Even Physic and Addmath pun tak bleh nk sure but they always keep me in spirit. Nak nak Physic, thanks to Kak Sya :) Bio ? Langsung tak boleh ! Chemy ? I tried my best tp asal Chemy selalu tak baik dgn saye mcm Physic ? Addmath, hehe thnks to my hubby, Iema and my best partner-ever yang suke gadoh, Zepi hehe :D Korang mmg best sangat sangat :) 

Mama Papa, anak mu sungguh berdebar, facing those things in few days, even mama selalu cakap 'sembahyang, mintak pda tuhan moga moga boleh jawab baik, minum air sembahyang hajat'. Mama, you always know what's the best for me, and thank you, It really helps, but Ma, why should I do ? Im so afraid of not getting straight A's for you, I could see the faith in your eyes on me. Ma, trust me, Im doing my best, trust me :)



Kakak, kakak laa yang terbaek skali, tak push adik, always support me, always nasihat adik jangan push diri sndri, jangan push kalu tak boleh, just doing your best. Your word 'just do your best, tak kire rersult mcm mane pun, just do your best as you can, and there's always oppurtunity for you, just believe in yourself.'. Kakak, thanks, you are the best, you always make me crazy and heyy, can't wait to make fun of you hehe :D

Dear God, please help me get through all of these things, please, with my respect and as a human being, Im just hoping praying that things will getting better, help me, I want my family feel so proud of me, proud of my achievement. Give me the strength to face upcoming SPM exam :)

HONEST




Hello Mama,


Sorry if sometimes Im disobeying you, Sorry if Im not a perfect child and sometimes I lied to you. Sorry if I've shouted at you, or sometimes in the back of my head I wanted you to be gone when you yell at me and scold at me. Sorry if Im hardheaded, Sorry if sometimes Im lazy, I mean to lazy to do chores at home. Sorry for everything I did wrong.


But I thanking you for making me live in this pathetic and happy planet which is Earth, cause without you I'll not be here. Thank you for feeding me, taking care of me, sheltering me and of course loving me :) Thank you for giving me the best things in my life even You know It's hard. Thank you for teaching me the right things and manners. THANK YOU MOM :)


Don't worry Mom, I'll take care of you too when you're sick, old and more just like now, You're sick, Im scared of losing you, but I know You're strong. Because of you, Im getting stronger day by day, thank you mom :) And the things that you're taught me, I'll always keep it in my brain cause I know you don't want me to be at worst. I am guilty at all. You're very important to me like a pearl that I really treasure :)




Mom, please be strong okay, fight tht pain, I know you scared but at the same time you're strong deep deep inside your heart :) Mom, Im always here for you, I will take care of you no matter what happen, and pleasee pray for me, so that I 'll not be mad at you so easily, I'll not feel exhausted by taking care of you, and pleasee give me the strength to handle these things :) 

ILOVEYOU MOM :)

CAMPAIGN 

okayy, sini aku nk promote laa siket campaign yg sedang berleluase, i mean tak laa berleluase seluruh dunie, but something that you have to know, you wanno know, or you might know, haha ;D

1. Malaysia has been infected. See what this mystery symbol is all about

Over 1 million people have been infected. The answer to the top secret mysterious symbol is finally revealed. Join the KOLONY and find out why this phenomenon is spreading across Malaysia. You might just get infected too!

http://says.my/azzayahya/celcom-kolony

2. We're gonna party like it's your birthday!

To celebrate 3 years of growing the community, Says.my is giving gifts to Malaysians across the social media! Macbook Air, Samsung Plasma TV, iPhone 4, Canon SLR, iPad 2, Lomokit, trip to South Korea, IKEA room makeover, front row tickets to Justin Bieber's concert, shopping sprees to TopShop, Forever21, MNG etc... you have to see the full list. Good things are meant to be shared. Happy 3rd Birthday, everyone!

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3. UPLOADED: First batch of Drum & Dance photos are out! See if your drummer or dancer friends are in.

If rhythm is your thing, then you will be excited to know that School Of X All-Stars Drum & Dance is back. The battle has begun and is coming your way to KL 2 & 3 April, Penang 16 & 17 April , Miri 23 & 24 April and Johor Bahru 30 April & 1 May. Don't let the battle pass you by.

http://says.my/azzayahya/celcomsox

4. Do you know Reza Salleh? You should hear his new album here...

Some people said Reza Salleh is one of the best indie singer songwriters in Malaysia after Yuna. Guess what, he just released a full debut album. Want to hear it for yourself? Stream and download his new single Stracciatella for free!

http://says.my/azzayahya/reza-Terengganu

*YOU CAN CLICK THE LINK IF YOU'RE INTERESTED, & THIS ACTUALLY GIVE ME SOME BENEFITS ;) WHICH IS MONEYYY ;) 

- So if anyone who's actually interested with this, just let me know, and I can invite you ;) And oh yeah, you don't believe it, I just got rewards rm3.00 in 2 days, this's much much better than NUFFNANG, I guess ;) 

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Ya Allah, bahagia sngguh hidup orang lain, bhagia di samping kwan dan org tercinta :) anok omar & anok mustapha, anok yahya mntok maaf bnyok bnyok sbb lately ni mmg saye moody kan, saye kurang sngt bercakap, saye kurang bergalok, saye mntak ampun sngt, kerana bukan niatku ingin berreact sebegitu rupa, namun apakah daya anok yahya ini ? saye dalam kesakitan hidup, sakit meniti dalam hari hari, sakit dalam mngukir snyuman, sakit kerana tiade tempat utk diluahkan, sakit kerana terlalu perit di hati, sakit kerana terlalu bnyak sakit sakitnye, haha :D 

Kawan, sungguh peritnye ade sebuah persahabatan dgn sebegini rupa, maafkan aku kerana terlalu susah utk berasa gembira kerana kekadang aku terfikir mcm mane kamu kamu semua yg dipanggil sahabat oleh hatiku ini blh mnghiraukan aku apabila sudah bertemu / berbaik dgn org yg kamu inginkn selama ini. Kawan, kenapakah kamu semua bertindak sebegitu ? Apabila susah, apabila tiada tempat utk mngadu, aku lah yang mnghulurkan tangan & telinga utk mndangar semua luahan mu itu ? Agar kawan kawan aku ini terasa sngguh lega selepas meluahkan ape yang terpendam dalam hati :) Namun begitu, aku laa orang yang akan dihiraukan apabila kawan kwan aku ini senang, wahhh ! bahagianya kawan kawan aku ini, senyuman di setiap muka kwan kwan aku laa yang aku nantikan selama ini, begitu cantik sekali, begitu hensem skali, awww ;) 

Namun di setiap kegembiraan kawan kwanku ini, aku juga yg menangis sendiri, menangis di dalam hati kerana begitu mudah kepalamu itu melupakan aku, kawan, maafkan aku, maafkan setiap perkataan aku di entry ini, bukan niatku utk menimbulkan masalah / pergaduhan antara kita semua namun aku harus meluahkan di sini kerana begitu lame aku memendamnye shinggakan aku terasa sudah tidak ade senyuman dalam hatiku ini, aduhaiii ! begitu keras hatiku ini kerana terlalu mendiamkan diri kerana memikirkan perasaan orang lain, kerana ingin mngekalkan sebuah persahabatan yang aku sayang ;) 

Kawan, aku terlalu sayangkan kamu semua, namun sekarang aku terpaksa mnjauhkan diri kerana aku tidak mahu melukakan hati kawan kawan yang aku sayang termasuk dgn hati aku sendiri, aku tidak tahu samaade kawan kwan memahami atau tidak, tapi aku memohon kepada kawan kwan, tolong tolong tolong aku tidak mahu ade sebarang persengketaan antara kite, so sekiranya kawan kawan ade terasa dgn entry ini, jangan tanye kepadaku 'adakah entry itu utk aku ?' 'kenapakah kamu begini ?' 'apa yang terjadi ?' aku memohon beribu ribu kemaafan kerana aku tidak bisa mnjawabnya :'( aku ingin biarkan sahaja kerna aku tahu sesungguhnya Allah akn lapangkan dadaku ini dan lapangkan fikiranku drpd berfikiran negatif :) 

- Yunie, Yie, Wan, seandainya ade jodoh antara kite semue aku berharap persahabatn yang dijalinkan pada tahun lepas dengan penuh kegembiraan akn berulang kembali pada tahun ini, aku tahu kamu semua akn terasa, yang amat terasa or pelek or mybe akn mngutukku, tetapi ingtlah, seandainya nyawa aku ini tidak panjang, maafkan segala kesalahanku dr hujung rmbut ke hujung kaki, ingtlah bahawa kasih sayangku kepada kamu semua tidak pernah pudar :) halalkanlah entry ini, ku memohon agar entry ini or diriku ini tidak akn mnjadi topik perbualan mu selepas kamu semua membacanye, anggaplah ia hanyalah satu coretan ikhlas yg diluahkan oleh hatiku ini, aku memohon beribu ampun and aku ampunkan segala dosa dosamu kepada insan yang menaip ini :') aku sayang kamu semua dengan tulus & ikhlas :')

* entry ini sebenarnya bukan utk kamu bertiga tetapi kepada insan yang bergelar SAHABAT oleh diriku ini :) seikhlas hati aku berkata entry ini sememangnye bukan dituju kepada kamu, tetapi sahabat :) harap tiada sebarang salah faham :)

*Please be like this, like the pasts, aimisus so much :'(

BODY

- I need someone, who can hear my problems, my nonsense :(

EMPTY

SAKIT HATI ! PISSED OFF !

why why ? can't be described by words laa.

tears wanna come out but it's stucked.

FIGHT 

Even though we fight a lot, I love you.
We fight, I think, because the stakes are high.
I sometimes get so mad I cannot stand you,
But underneath my anger I could cry.
I have an uncontrolled need to control you,
To be your only destiny and guide.
I know it isn't fair to try to mold you,
But my poor love's entangled in my pride.
Ah, love! Please love me even in my fury,
Which rises like a tide beneath the moon.
I plead before my only judge and jury:
I want to change, but know change won't come soon.
Love finds it hard to let the loved one be
The person who is loved so passionately.

Quotes Of Day

"Laugh and the world laughs with you, snore and you sleep alone."