EYES

The beauty of a woman must be seen from in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides.

- Audrey Hepburn

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- I want have a lot of quality time with you. In real life. Fight, crying, happy, laugh, those memories, I wish It will stay forever. Like you said, 'Pelengkap rusuk kiriku'


*Sincerely from me. ;) 


aku of course laa tak tag name kau kan, sbb kau mesti dh tahu kat sape aku nk tuju. takkan aku nk tuju kat mamat bangla pulak kan, name pun kau je boyfriend aku. then tibe tibe kau kate: pergh, kau copycat ayat kembar aku :p 
amboiii, sedak mulut kau je kan, ayat ori okayy ? haha, then one minute later, on my notification, 


'Aril Adzim tagged you in a post.' 

aku mcm dah agak kau mesti nak kenakan aku kan, sbb kau ni annoying tahap maximum, so mesti lahhh kau suke sakat aku kan. but I was wong, completely wrong. 

- I want have a lot of quality time with you. In real life. Fight, crying, happy, laugh, those memories, I wish It will stay forever. Like you said, 'Pelengkap rusuk kiriku'

Nur Azzanizawaty ♥

seriously aku mmg terkejut, eh, ntah mimpi ape, tak pernah pun die mcm nih, tibe tibe buat mcm tu, dh laaa copy and paste ayat aku haha. aku rase tak pernah pun rase sebahagia mcm nih. aku tk maksud yang aku tk bahagia dengan kau okayy ? aku bahagia, tp kali nih aku lagi bahagia, kau layan aku mcm aku permaisuri. kalah layanan kau yang sebelum nih. 

actually aku takot sebenarnya post bnyk bnyk bende psal kite lately, nmpk mcm aku tgh angau dengan kau, tp nak buat mcm mne, nme pun happy kan. aku just hrap kite kekal, insya'allah moga moga Allah panjangkan jodoh kita. sbb actually kau mmg bnyak tolong aku, sbb kau, aku dah tak malu pakai tudung. eh jap ? aku malu dulu ? yeaaa, aku admit dulu aku malu pkai tudung, sbb aku rase kalu aku pkai tudung, mmg confirm tudung aku senget, aku mmg tak pandai pkai tudung lawa lawa. tapi sebab kau kate aku nmpk okeyy je, makin lame aku makin selesa. and kau pun tolong jage pakaian aku, kau tolong aku untuk hormat diri sendiri. thank you. I really appreciate that. 

and aku wish kau janganlah bace blog aku, sbb kalau kau bace blog aku, aku tahu sangat kau mesti berubah, lagi annoying, and paling penting kau mesti tak mcm ni lagi lepas nih. haha. sbb kau ni pantang dipuji, kalu puji siket, mule laaa back to old Ariel. haishhh, geram aku. so better I keep this as my secret. puji kau kat belakang, so I can enjoy this feeling. feeling yang buat aku rase bahagia, you know ? feeling yang buat kau senyum jee bile kau nmpk orang yang kau sayang. haaaa ! like that laaaa. so that's my post. our story.

Iloveyoualot, MOHD SHAHRIL SHUBADI :)

P/S: re-reading this post while listening to 'Need You Now' makes me feel sad, thinking about how bad we are before. one year ago is our tough year. we fight really bad. we cried so bad. but now, we're happy. we're laugh together. we're making jokes. we're cried because we do love each other. what should I say ? Thank you, Iloveyou :) Don't break my heart like before. It hurts. It nice seeing you smile nmpak gigi when I saw you ptg smlm.

3:00 a.m. 9/12/2011.Friday.

FUN


Ya Allah, funnye aku hari nih. mcm mane laa tak fun, dpt jumpe my adorable si kurus, then mama and papa is coming over. oh my mama, lame kite tak bersua muke. frst thing yang mama buat mesti nk cari gadoh kan ? aishh, ade jee bende yang adik buat tak kene kan ? dh laa buat muke gitu sokmo, geramm jee. tp takpe, sbb lame sngt kite tk jumpe, adik mngalah dgn mama oky ? lgpun you're the best laa ma :) eh, adik puji mama tau even td mama ngajim kat adik, huishh, benci I haha.


Okay, stop laa cerite psal mama. tamat oky ? cerite psal my adorable-annoying kurus lop. oh frst time jumpe die slps berpisah di ampang petronas haha :D still remember the moment when I get so mad ? tu laa, sape suruh diam membisu padahal dah tahu sesat, dh laa tgh malam weh, ishh, saje nk sruh aku naik angin and mnangis kan ? but seriously, Imissthatmoment, your face, awww, seeking for my forgiveness, you touched my face, siap lap lagi air mate I yang jatuh, so sweet of you, *eeee, bluek ! haha. okay, admit, suke tau si kurus lap air mate, so sweet gitu hehe :D 


Okayy, enough with that moment, eh kau, thank you yee sbb blnje I satu kasut yang mmg I admire dari dulu hehe :D ohmaii, you're so sweet :) asal kau dtg KL je, kau berubah ah ? I mean you're getting more concerned about me, pndai je nk mnje mnje kan hehe. but thank you, Iloveit. seriously, kdg kdg nk nangis je bile tngok prngai kau skrg, sbb kat Trgganu tak mcm tu pulak. tp tkpe, name pun dduk jauh kan, kau Ampang, aku Genting Klang, jauh tu weh kalu nk jumpe. ishkk, emosi je lebih aku nih. at least aku puji kau kurus haha.


Thanks jugak sbb sanggup blnje aku dgn kkak mkan kat Secret Recipe, haishh, what can I do ? you're just so loving in one minute,  then annoying balik. confirm 100% kau akn annoying gile bile balik Trgganu. tkpe tkpe, I sabar oky ? sbb I sayang you laaa. *eeeeeeeee :p tapi seriously sedeh bile kite kene berpisah kat monorail tadi. kau naik ikut sini, aku naik ikut sana. watching you from the monorail is killing me. I think It's because the nightmare. I wish you know how bad is that dream even aku tahu kau mesti gelak ketawa sbb dream aku mmg tk logik. tp real bagi aku hee. tkpe, kite strong okay ? 


Beside nnti pun kite akn far away jugak sbb msg msg masuk U, eee, tue doh kite, tp muke mude lagi kan ? hehe. goshh, Imissyouoredy. how come meh ? ishkkk, haha, next time kite jumpe lagi oky ? lagipun kite kan balik same Terengganu kan ? so Im sorry kite tk blh jmpe esok, It's my family time hehe. You take care of yourself okay ? hopefull you'll be just allright. amin.

-eh, nmpk buruk je kasut ni dlm gambar, tp tkpe, aku suke kan, kau pilih kan, so mesti ah lawa aite ? 

P/S: twittering with Madie, and comment comment dengan Ibu, fun, rindu dengan Ibu, sbb lame tk jumpe Bella, Imissherbadly. and Madie ? how come we can be this good ? like you said, 'dulu kat sekolah, gitu je, skrg smngat nk jmpe' haha, well, Madie, people change aite ? gile fun twit dgn Madie pagi pagi bute mcm tu, hlang ngatok haha. till we meet yaa Madie at SS4. amin :)

CRAPPY 

This is my another crappy post. Tapi Its sokayy laa, name pun blog aku kan ? I had a nightmare. name pun nightmare, so of course It's bad. really bad. really bad sampai aku boleh bgn tido, then crying out of sudden. bile bangun tido, baru laa realise It's just a dream. omaiii ! Im scared, Im just praying that If It's really happen, just let me have some fun with him. just let me have a good memories with him. amin. 

before Im writing this post, bace bace laa balik post yang dulu dulu kan. suke tengok blog sendiri sbb lawa, kiut miut. mmg laa aku suke, It's my blog aite ? kalu dulu, post pasal my mom, my gemok, and my friends. so pathetic life I am ni kan ? *sigh tp nk buat mcm mne, It's life, kalu tak pathetic, kau ingt best ke hidup kau ? tak kan, mesti ade drama, emosi siket siket baru ah fun, baru nmpk siket mcm mu ni human being. haha.

TERKEJUUTTT MAK ! astghafirullahalazim *lupe psl ejaan betul ke tak please. gane aku tak terkejut, while doing this post, bunyi guruh, ya allah ! takotnyee aku, hanya tuhan je yang tahu. dh laa duduk kat tmpt tnggi kan, mesti laa takot. I wonder bile dunia ni nk kiamat, semue umat dah bertaubat ke ? I know tak baik cakap mcm nih, tp lets think about it. bakpe time kite dying, kite accident/incident baru laa kite nk sedar ? baru kite nk taubat mase tu ? tp kan, ade juga manusia yang mmg tak taubat taubat lepas accident or what-so-ever nih. *sigh manusia manusia.

tp jujur aku kate, aku pun manusia jugak, even aku pun belum tahu aku taubat ke tak, tapi Im just praying yang aku mati dalam iman kalu Allah nk ambik nyawa aku yang sememangnya hak die. sbb mmg semue dalam dunia ni semua hak milik Yang Maha Kuasa. Ya Allah, besarnye kuasa tuhan kan ? tak pernah terfikir pun dalam hati minda kita yang bijaksana nih mcm mane manusia boleh hidup dengan kulitnya yang dtg dari tanah ? Ya Allah, aku bersyukur dengan nikmat Tuhan. Aku sebagai umatnya memohon agar ibuku diberi kekuatan untuk mnghadapi penyakitnya itu, dan moga moga keluargaku dimurahkn rezeki. amin ya rabbal alamin. 

okayy, kalu korang nk kate aku nih buat alim dlm blog aku nih, Its sokayy, yeaaa, aku admit, aku mmg buat alim, tp dengan niat ikhlas aku memohon kepada-Nya agar dimakbulkan hajatku. Allah Yang Maha Besar, Maha Kuasa, Maha Mengetahui. siapa kita nk judge orang kate org tu buat alim ke tak, even orang yang suke berparti pun kdg kdg mntak hajat dengan Allah, so let them be laa kan ? hidup dieorg. kite yang hidup just ikhlas dalam setiap perkara kite buat especially sembahyang. 

azan sembahyang, doa, surah yassin & al-quran lagu paling sedap dalam universe nih.

FREEDOM


okay, yeaa, that tittle, freedom ? am I ? like seriously. oh yeaaa, It's true laa weh. walaweh, dah free dah aku. free from school. free from class. free from waking up in the early of the morning. free from getting dress up in school uniform. free from involved in school. PERIOD. 


so back to my story. happy ? excited ? eager ? sad ? loneliness ? semue ade time nih. sbb ? come on lahh, mule mule boleh laa nk excited or nk nangis mcm nk rak bile dah habis exam, tp lepas 1 bulan, mule laa bosan. tp aku ? tak sampai 1 bulan pun, dah rindu kat sekolah. haha. oh yeaa, BTW aku habis Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia(SPM). seriously mcm tak percaya langsung. selama 11 tahun zaman aku sekolah, tak pun rase free, boleh duduk goyang kaki kat rumah selepas bulan 12. biasenye bulan 12 tu dah kene stop stayed late at night, kene prepare for school, kene bljr supaye tk liat bgn pkul 6.15 a.m. and skrg tk pyh buat tu sumue. tibe tibe rase mcm lawak ah pulak. sbb dulu beria-ia sngt nk get away from school. tp bile dah get away, rindu smakin membuak buak dalam diri nih, rase mcm nk glepor je *bak kate org Trgganu. 


so sekarang mmg cnfrm laa budok budok lepas SPM sibuk nak ambik lesen krete kann ? sape tk sabar ? aku pun dulu glepor tangan nk sentuh stereng krete *bhgian dok sabo nk bawok krete gi jalan jalan kan. tp lps exam, tibe tibe glepor tu hilang. dok rase nok ambik lesen cepat cepat. dok tahu laa bakpe. mybe sbb org ramai ambik. or mybe rase nk duduk kat sekolah, dalam dewan, jawab exam. haha. tp seriously tak rase happy pun habis exam. reason ? sbb still fikir psal result, how careless I am during the exam. mcm mcm hal nk fikir, that's why tak happy.


'stop thinking about that. you're free now. just pray for yr succes. doa kat Allah supaye pemeriksa baik hati, tolong kite utk dpt mrkh lebih. and hopefully our efforts will give us joyness soon'- my mom. oh my, what you should I say ? she knows me better than I am. I still remember her face when I can't really answer Pendidikan Islam's questions very well. sbb sakit punye pasal time tu. her face full with sadness, prayers and rase bersalah. all I can said on that time 'dok tahu laa mama.' and then Im crying without let her know. my tears streaming down my cheeks just like that after she asks me whether I can answer It or not. 


Im just hoping that Im getting It right. and all I can say is I am not free. I am not free from school. I am just leaving It. I am just take a rest from school. Because at the end, I will come back. I will return to that school again. and when I come back, the hall, the school hall akn penuh dengan doa budak budak lepasan SPM, wishing, praying, hoping that they're will getting straight A's. so do I.


 so till we meet again, school. :)

I miss them. I miss my classmate. I miss my Sir Ibrahim.

BEST

Uishh, lame gile tinggal blog, dah berhabuk tak nampak dashboard hehe :D kesian kat kamuu kan ayangg hehe, sorry deh ;)

Dear blog, Im stressed, Im scared. What should I do ? Yes, Im getting nervous. My boyfriend dah nak dtg in a few days, not weeks. Dear, mcm mane nk buat ? Chemy and Bio tak boleh nk score lagi, mcm mane nihhh ? Even Physic and Addmath pun tak bleh nk sure but they always keep me in spirit. Nak nak Physic, thanks to Kak Sya :) Bio ? Langsung tak boleh ! Chemy ? I tried my best tp asal Chemy selalu tak baik dgn saye mcm Physic ? Addmath, hehe thnks to my hubby, Iema and my best partner-ever yang suke gadoh, Zepi hehe :D Korang mmg best sangat sangat :) 

Mama Papa, anak mu sungguh berdebar, facing those things in few days, even mama selalu cakap 'sembahyang, mintak pda tuhan moga moga boleh jawab baik, minum air sembahyang hajat'. Mama, you always know what's the best for me, and thank you, It really helps, but Ma, why should I do ? Im so afraid of not getting straight A's for you, I could see the faith in your eyes on me. Ma, trust me, Im doing my best, trust me :)



Kakak, kakak laa yang terbaek skali, tak push adik, always support me, always nasihat adik jangan push diri sndri, jangan push kalu tak boleh, just doing your best. Your word 'just do your best, tak kire rersult mcm mane pun, just do your best as you can, and there's always oppurtunity for you, just believe in yourself.'. Kakak, thanks, you are the best, you always make me crazy and heyy, can't wait to make fun of you hehe :D

Dear God, please help me get through all of these things, please, with my respect and as a human being, Im just hoping praying that things will getting better, help me, I want my family feel so proud of me, proud of my achievement. Give me the strength to face upcoming SPM exam :)

HONEST




Hello Mama,


Sorry if sometimes Im disobeying you, Sorry if Im not a perfect child and sometimes I lied to you. Sorry if I've shouted at you, or sometimes in the back of my head I wanted you to be gone when you yell at me and scold at me. Sorry if Im hardheaded, Sorry if sometimes Im lazy, I mean to lazy to do chores at home. Sorry for everything I did wrong.


But I thanking you for making me live in this pathetic and happy planet which is Earth, cause without you I'll not be here. Thank you for feeding me, taking care of me, sheltering me and of course loving me :) Thank you for giving me the best things in my life even You know It's hard. Thank you for teaching me the right things and manners. THANK YOU MOM :)


Don't worry Mom, I'll take care of you too when you're sick, old and more just like now, You're sick, Im scared of losing you, but I know You're strong. Because of you, Im getting stronger day by day, thank you mom :) And the things that you're taught me, I'll always keep it in my brain cause I know you don't want me to be at worst. I am guilty at all. You're very important to me like a pearl that I really treasure :)




Mom, please be strong okay, fight tht pain, I know you scared but at the same time you're strong deep deep inside your heart :) Mom, Im always here for you, I will take care of you no matter what happen, and pleasee pray for me, so that I 'll not be mad at you so easily, I'll not feel exhausted by taking care of you, and pleasee give me the strength to handle these things :) 

ILOVEYOU MOM :)

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