EMPTY. 

ZERO.

NOTHING.

ME.

YOU.

THEM.

US.

THEY.

WE.

HER.

HIS.

LOVE.

PEACE.

BEAUTY.

RICH.

ATTITUDE.

FEEL.

ALONE.

its all has it's own connection. you don't believe it ? look at yrself, then you know it. because you had trough it.

I had a great time with you. I mean my family, not you. hehe. 

What can I say ? budok nih memang cute and she's totally gedik 100%. no doubt.

 but still, I love her.

I had been in that situation. The moment where you can't depends on someone else. The moment where you just making a fake smile on your face all the time. The moment where You just wanna tell them the truth. 

But You just can't. 

But now, I am not that girl. I am a happy girl. I am a girl who just live her life. I am a girl who just spending a lot of time with her loves one wisely. I am girl who don't believe the words 'BESTFRIEND'. I am girl who believe there's nothing last forever. I am girl who just depends on my family for my happiness. I am girl who everyone loves or hate. I am girl who just independent on her own. I am girl who just starting a new life. 

I am a girl. I am a friend. I am lover. I am a daughter. 

I am a human being.

 I am me.

I MISS YOU.

I MISS MY BOOKS.

I MISS MY SCHOOL BAG.

I MISS MY UNIFORM.

I MISS MY PENCIL'S BOX.

I MISS MY CLASSMATES

I MISS MY TEACHERS.

I MISS MY SCHOOL.

I MISS MY CLASS.

I MISS MY FRIENDS.

I MISS MY FAMILY.

I MISS MAISARAH & BELLA.

I MISS MY MEMORIES.
I MISS EATING 'KEREPEK' WITH MY CLASSMATES.

I MISS THEM.

I MISS ALL OF THEM.

period.

mama, please don't let me crying over this.

mama, please don't let me crying because I miss all of those things. 

mama, please don't let my tears streaming down my cheeks.

VINTAGE

Ilovethisshirt.Cantiksangatkan? Kurusss,tolongbelikansayabajumacamnih,bolehtak? Sayajanjikalauawakbeli,sayaakansayangawaksangatsangat. Biarsayadahsayangawakpun,tapikalauawakbeli,

lagiperasaansayangsayakatawakmenebalnebalgituuuuu. 

takpahamkah? takpa, sayapahamsorangsudohlaaa.

*no motif at all kan ? biar laaaa, blog cheq kan ? bukan blok hapaq hehe xD

P/S:Maria Elena dah tunang dah, congrats to her, hope you'll be happy with him through thin and thick yaaa!

THINGS

yeaa, I need new one, desperately, anyone ? help me pleaseee ? *puss in boots cute face xD

bags ?

OR MAYBE

blackberry bold 4 ?

OR MAYBE

rolling stone's shirt ?

OR MAYBE

an IPHONE ?

OR MAYBE

BRITISH's shirt ?

OR MAYBE MAYBE

VAIO's lappy ?

heheheheheheheheh, dadddyyyyyyy :) *wink

COUPLE


Girl: ... B, nnti b naik melaka jgk laa op ?
Boy: tak kot, why ? nak ikut ? :p
Girl: haha mcm laa blh ikut, sbb bby salah satu family ibu kan kat melaka tu haha :p
Boy: haha ikut je :p
Girl: then kalu org tnye bby ni sape, nk jwb ape ? haha :p mnantu sulung ibu ke ? :p
Boy: ho jwab je gitu :p
Girl: haha maknenye betul kaa kan ? eh jap, kire kalu gitu, bby bini b ah ? :D
Boy: bini pertama :p
Girl: oh okayyy :p bini kedue ? ketiga ? keempat ? dieorg mane ? kan nnti tk psl psl srang bby kat melaka sbb jealous :p
Boy: tkpe, b buat keje kemaas, tkkan kantoi nye :p
Girl: ye laa, nnti fmly b ambk gmbr dgn bby, then post kat FB, then bini bini b tgk, mapuss b, nnti cerai berai kan ? haha :p
Boy: ho laa :p
Girl: then b nak laa cerai berai dgn dieorg ? dgn bby taknk cerai berai ke ? :p
Boy: dgn bby taknak :P

Its just another story of one girl and one boy. the end :)

OMBAK RINDU


tak payah laa aku nk explain cerite ni kan, sbb almost every blog yang aku visit, mesti ade story psal cerite nih, so kalu korang belum tengok, nk tengok, pergi ah, okayy je laa, tapi kalu tk pergi pun, takpe jugakk, sbb biase ah, ending cerite orang melayu, tak pernah nk ending mcm betul betul ending. kalu korang tak paham mksud ending aku, tkpe, it's sokayy. but conclusion aku untuk cerite nih, it's fun laa boleh laaa hehe :) lagu die pun best, tapi seriously every-time part Adira nyanyi, mmg naik bulu roma aku, tapi sekejap je laa, and the best part aku tak nngis pun, mmg sedeh tapi tak laa sedeh sapa nk meleleh air mate hehe. okay, maybe aku tgh happy so tkde prasaan nk nngis lebeh lebeh. *cheers :)


tapi kan ape perasaan korang kalu korang tgh tngk wayang, then tibe tibe orang blkg korang CAKAP TAK BERHENTI since start the movie sapa laa the end ? macam bangang je kan, pissed off  gile dengan orang belakang aku kat cinema tadi, aku tahu laa korang nk share pendapat korang psal movie, tapi cakap laa lepas hbs movie, ni dh laa tak hormat orang lain langsung, nk buat lawak pulak, ketawa tak sedar diri and pndai pulak gatal gatal dengan each other. mcm laa korang je couple yang ade kat cinema tu nak buat gatal gatal mcm Hariz dengan Izzah ? haishh, even kakak aku dgn byfriend die pun pndai nk diam, tak pulak gedik terlebih mcm kau, haishh, sabar je laa dengan manusia yang tidak pandai hormat orang lain ! *cool, fake smile. -____-




but that's not my point writing this post, It's about the main cast, Maya Karin. ohmaiii, mcm tak percaya je rezeki aku hari ni sbb dapat jumpe face to face dgn die, she's cool. she's funny. she's beautiful laa. walawehh :) time habis je cerita tu, pintu sign 'KELUAR' tak buke buke, pelek gileee. then out of sudden, ade sorang perempuan ni sruh tunggu dulu and tanye whether this story best ke tak, then die panggil Maya Karin. blurrr sebentar aku bile tibe tibe orang jerit, rupenye die datang kat cinema nih sbb nak main game, kire sape best, dapat hadiah dari Ombak Rindu.


part game nih, seriously mmg fun habisss ah. sorang sorang mmg gile ahh, first person nk menang kene tahu colour kasut Aaron Aziz, alahh, sape tak tahu, semue berebut nk jawab, las las pak cik nih yang dapat, kecoh diee ! haishh haha :D suke laa tu pak cik sbb dapat jumpe orang lawa kan ? ;) then yang secong part, kene nyanyi lagu Ombak Rindu, haha, alahhh, mamat ni punye laa semangat nk nyanyi, bile pergi depan, salah nyanyi, ape laaaaa ? tapi aku paham, sape tak blurr or lupe kan kalu dapat pergi depan, and cakap dgn Maya Karin and she's laughing smiling like all the time right into our face aite ? dah laa mamat tu salah lirik, org lain yang nyanyi pun salah jugok, sbb excited jumpe Maya. tapi nasib baik die dapat jugak hadiah tu, lucky you mamat !


part ketiga pula, die tnye sape yang blakon jadi Pak Dollah, time nih, ade sorang perempuan nih terus angkat tangan and jawab, mmg cnfrm ah die menang, sbb question ni mmg killer question laa, sbb semue diam, tapi buat buat tahuu haha. then part four, die tnye sape pngarah cerite nih, sorang mamat ni dapat jawab and die dapat novel Ombak Rindu. aku punye laa blurr, sapa tak tahu nk buat ape, nk tgkap gmbar die pun tak ingt sbb ye laa, dh laa cinema tu sejuk, aku pulak tgh tahan kencing plus excited jumpe die. *aku excited mcm orang darat pun aku tak kisah sbb die mmg lawa in real life, her smile mmg nmpak gile ikhlas :)


ni yang last part punye, yang ni mmg fun ah, sbb dieorg kene blakon scene dengan Maya, and script kene same mcm dlm Ombak Rindu haha. masing masing nk blakon tapi bile blakon, salah sricpt, mmg lawak ah, dh laa ade yang buat script sendiri, in fact mak cik ni dah laa salah script, salah watak pulakk. sepatutnya mak cik ni jadi Hariz, Maya jadi Mila, tapi mak cik nih buat script untuk Mila pulakk, haha :D adoiii, pening Maya time tu haha. part acting nih, mmg kecoh ah satu cinema dengan gelak ketawa sbb tak tahan dgn acting sorang sorang. Maya pulak nampak lebih gedik dari Lisa bile die blakon jadi Mila, nmpk real sampai die tolak tolak mamat nih, *suke laa mamat tu, haha :D tapi bagos laa mamat nih sbb nmpk sngt die suke cerite nih even die buat sript sendiri. dah laa bile die sebut perkataan 'accept' mcm lain je, and die speaking gune ayat sendiri, mmg lawak ah, even Maya sendiri pun terkejut haha :D and orang orang yang blakon dengan Maya dapat hadiah. 


Seriously jumpe Maya Karin is like one of my dreams come true. walaweh, die mmg lawa, PERIOD ! 

nice meeting you Maya Karin :)

P/S: Yeaaa, pelik kenape bnyak gmbr org lain dgn Maya ? oh well, manusia kan ? pantang nampak artis, mule laa berebut nk tgkap gmbr, aku sempat tgkp gmbr die dgn org lain yang aku sendiri pun tak tahu name ape, sedangkan aku yang nk ambik gmbr die personal pun tak boleh sbb manusia manusia yang besar terlalu obsessed sampai sanggup hepet aku mcm aku ni semut, so aku pun give up je laa, tapi gmbr ni bukan FAKE oky ? that's for sure, thanks :)